I graduated with my Bachelor's degree in December 2004. And in that short amount of time, I've been laid off twice, people. Twice.
So you can't call me crazy for being just a little more than paranoid right now. Nevermind the fact that I couldn't possibly be in a better business, doing advertising for a very large grocery wholesaler. (Because, while anyone can decide not to buy that TV this year, everyone needs food.) There's been no talk of layoffs at my company, in fact, they're still hiring. But still, I find myself in this state of mind numbing, paralyzing fear.
Even the minuit detail that I managed to land this job as the economy was sliding and I was 30-weeks pregnant can't subside my confidence that anytime I get called into my supervisors office it is to hear the words no one ever wants to hear, "Your job is being eliminated." Nor can the knowledge that while I was on maternity leave I got more than one dire message that I needed to return. None of it matters. I can't shake the notion that in this big, big world I'm still just a peon. And as such, I'm easily disposable.
Back in February I interviewed with Best Buy. I didn't get that job, not least because I applied more for the great perks Best Buy offers than for my skills related to the position. This week I hear that Best Buy is offering buyouts to every single corporate employee. That's right, from secretary's to VPs, they will offer an average of 7-1/2 months of pay plus a year of medical and life insurance if you quietly walk away.
Which begs the question. What would you do? Take the buyout and keep your fingers tightly crossed that 7-1/2 months is enough time to find something else? Or, stick your heels in the ground and refuse, knowing that in six months your job could be eliminated anyway and without such a generous offer?
These are uncharted waters. And why do I bring it up? Maybe to help me stay sane. I think/worry/fret/obsess about it on a daily basis, so I want you to join me. But maybe also so that when the day comes that my job disappears too, I can say, See! I told you. I TOLD you!
For now, I think I'll gaze into my future. Melodramatic? Not a doubt about it.
2 comments:
LOL!! You were definately right tagging that with "doom and gloom"! Brighten up lady, those were just stepping stones for greater things!
(Geeze, my husband IS wearing off on me! I'm usually as pessimistic as you!)
I feel for you! The same worries are in our household right now. I quit my job to stay at home and hubby just started a new one 4 weeks ago. Now they are letting people in his company know that there will be layoffs in Q1 2009. Look on the bright side, you are in an industry that is always needed! I'm sure it will all be ok :)
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